:D

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 20:01:59 GMT

Click here: http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=24039861

only dont really. bc its not a link. i'm trying something.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 22:32:04 GMT

i
freaking
give
up.
dang it.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:15:44 GMT

I dont post much anymore, but I read what everybody else posts.
And I ended up making a myspace.
I just thought I'd let everyone know.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 23:23:45 GMT

Life's been good lately.
Like, seriously. I cant find much to complain about except my exhaustion and some idiot people at school.
School hasnt been awful.. although i HATE biology with a passion. When we get to genetics it wont be so bad.. i hope.

So.. as of this coming weekend I will have had a boyfriend for a whole year.. ;) Andrew's great, he really is.

So i finally figured out I can burn CDs on my computer. Whoddathunk? I havent burnt any yet though.

HEY I bought 2 more of the Series of Unfortunate Events!! yay!! I love them a lot. I love BooksAMillion a lot. I dont know what i'd do without reading. Did I ever mention I read The Perks of Being a Wallflower this summer? Because i did. and i liked it. some parts.. ehh, but overall it wasnt bad. People should suggest other good books for me to read.

thats all for now, folks.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 00:52:22 GMT

uhhhh.
i'm back to 4 hour naps.
;'(

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 21:15:01 GMT

i'm finding out more and more everyday how many people didnt even realize i moved. or cared that i did.

its just a little sad.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 19:33:16 GMT

i love people that dont have their lives in order. when its just one big mess. i think its great. and you know what? almost everyone in the world is like that. i love seeing their reactions when i give my advice, or tell them about a wonderful man that can turn their lives upside down (in a good way). i love it even when they dont accept it. some people dont even know that i'm involved in whats going on.
i just love being there for those people, and letting them know they arent alone. its fantastic.

:D

i love you all. really, i do.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:08:52 GMT

i'm at home sick. which really t's me off because i cannot get behind this year in school. i CANT.
i suppose i'll live.

so, i go saturday night to see Skeleton Key with some friends, and i have this monster headache. i try watching it, but it wasnt working. Also, its FREEZING in this theater. so i end up telling my firneds to move down a seat, and a laid across 2 seats trying to get rid of this headache and other crap. i slept on and off throughout the whole thing, so i have no idea what happened even though they tried to explain it to me. when it was over Leah shook me awake and i try to sit up but i have the WORST crick in my neck. they helped me up, i still felt miserable, but i went to Morgan's house to spend the night anyway. I got a whole separate bedroom to sleep in because i had a fever by then.

so to make a long story short (if you didnt read all that) i slept during a scary movie. well, i guess it was scary. i thought that was humorous.

earlier that saturday i went to frankies and was in the worst go-kart crash ever, i have the battle wounds to prove it. but it's cool.

all in all, i had a great weekend, just some bad tweaks here and there.

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 23:17:46 GMT

School isnt so bad. A days are horrible, but i kind of like B days.

So this weekend i was supposed to hang out with Graham all day Saturday. But i dont think i can go now. So i'm not real happy about it. I do get to go to Frankies though. I guess thats alright.

I really like To Kill A Mockingbird. Its a great book.
I need to read some more though.. so reccomend me some books please.. ;)

I need to stop breaking promises.

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 23:52:43 GMT

i'm in love.

with the newest all american rejects cd. i really do like it.

school starts tomorrow. i was excited, and i still am kind of... but the excitement will go away as soon as i set foot in school. i finally got my schedule worked out, so thats a plus. i have 0 classes with andrew, which is good and bad. i only know of two classes i have with anyone else.. its sad but oh well.

in about 2 months. andrew and i will have been dating for a whole flipping year. i used to think 6 months was long! its great though.. he's awesome and worth it. ;)

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 00:29:26 GMT

i went to awanita and it ROCKED!
i hung out with totally awesome people including PALMER RAY.
he rocks my socks off. it was so great.
there are awesome people there.

school starts on thursday. i dont know whether to be happy or sad.
but whatever.
well, i am tired, so its bedtime.. i will go into detail maybe later. ;)

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 16:53:48 GMT

so i'm not entirely sure what to think of Harry Potter 6. i liked it.. yet i hate most of what happens.. so i am torn. its good though i suppose.
i have been SO busy this summer. i had no idea i would be so busy. but its cool.
i get to go to six flags on saturday! and i'm leaving tomorrow for awanita. so its exciting.
and school starts in 2 weeks. i dont know whether to be happy or mortally depressed. it shouldnt be too bad.. at first.

i was looking at people's myspaces.. and i saw pictures of people i havent seen since i lived in lexington. it was insane. everyone has pretty much grown up like i thought they would, but they all look pretty different. its crazy. i have no idea what they would think of me.. if they'd think i had changed like they thought i would.. or totally different. who knows? guess i'll just have to come visit during the school year and see what they all think.

<3

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 00:04:09 GMT

i have been gone for forever.

what did i miss?

the beach was wonderful.. nothing special happened.. but it was great even tho i am not a huge fan of the beach.

:)

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 23:06:46 GMT

we like to

move it.

i LOVE LOVE LOVE madagascar. i cracked up. needless to say, it makes my best movies ever list.

things are great, i love everyone/thing, and i have nothing to complain about. i love life sometimes. :D

praying for you al.. :)

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 23:33:41 GMT

its almost been 9 months dating Andrew. and thats wonderful, but at the same time, i am kind of apathetic about it.
is that bad?
it might only be because i havent seen him in FOREVER (bc everytime i am home he is gone, and vice versa), but who knows?
i still love him to death though. just dont know if i "care" what ahppens with the relationship.
doesnt that just sound horrible? am i a bad person for thinking that? i mean, its only 10 grade and whatever.. but still, i feel bad.

gosh i'm terrible.

:)

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:28:26 GMT

i had the most amazing week ever.
i am so excited to be on fire for Jesus, and this time, my flame will not go out. God will give me the strength i need to keep going.

i just love him so much.

beach camp was great. i made some closer friends, but most importantly got closer to my Jesus. i am so blessed.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:45:38 GMT

i wish i lived in texas.

or that Matt and Colin lived here.

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 15:26:29 GMT

i think one of my friends doesnt like me anymore.
i dont know why not.
but it makes me sad.
like, really.

i guess its their decision though.

EDIT:
i was tagged. but i have more that 5 fav songs, and not many people on my friends list and they probably would be annoyed if i tagged them, so do this:
imagine i listed stuff and tagged people. i know its cheating, but its ok, we'll all get through it.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 19:47:32 GMT

i kind of figured out how to change my layout! lol

i just kind of changed some numbers and colors... is it alright?

guess what!! theres a new waterpark about 25-30 minutes away from my house now! i'm excited. i only get to go to those when i'm at the beach, which is almost never. i went yesterday with church, and it was pretty awesome. you get hit on a lot though by people older than you and mexicans.. its different. one of the lifeguards hit on me and stared at me while he was in the stand, then some mexicans splashed me and got their friends to look at me and they started to talk to me in spanish. thank goodness i dont know spanish yet. and then finally some older guy in his late 20s and his friend hit on me and Leah.

so if you ever come to visit me and come to my new waterpark, be prepared. ;)

i got burnt really bad there too. oh well, as long as it goes away by sunday (when i leave for the beach) i'm good.

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 23:57:12 GMT

coolest pool table ever on the newest Hanes commercial with Matthew Perry and Michael Jordan.

Tue, 31 May 2005 17:42:32 GMT

i've been asked to make a choice between two guys. when i first thought about it, the answer was SO easy. i thought i had the cat in the bag. but as i looked closely to what they could each do for me.. the decision got harder. as i keep thinking about it, and looking at both choices, it still gets harder and harder. i mean, come on, they both promise me so much, and both look like pretty good options. i'm actually finding myself leaning towards the one i didnt think i would.

i really dont want to make the decision anymore. cant i just spend a little time with each guy? that would make life easier. it would be better for you to understand what i'm talking about if i show you my choices:

we'll talk about Man Number 1 first. he is so flipping awesome. it says in his description, and i'm a witness to this as well, that he will love me forever. forever and ever and ever. and it says that even if i do horrible and wretched things, he's still going to love me. sounds good, right? it gets better. he also promises me eternal happiness, even through the bad times. even through the bad times?! when i first saw this i thought, "that is completely and utterly crazy. no one can be happy through the bad times. thats why they are called the 'bad' times." but, he promises it. he says that i can be happy through those times because i'll know he loves me, and he says he will take care of it. now, it also says that the bad times may last a long time, or just be really bad, but not to worry. apparently Man Number 1 really will take care of it, and even bless you, reward you, and take care of you after the bad times are over. that sounds pretty good to me. i'm sure i could handle the bad times with a strong guy like Man Number 1 on my side. also on his description it says that he is forgiving. thats a quality in a man i need because i know i'll screw up. i do everyday. and it says right here that this choice will forgive me no matter what the heck i do because he loves me. i have a feeling that if i choose him, i will never feel alone. theres another thing, though. i have rules to follow. there are do's, and there are dont's. he says that there are certain things i need to abide by, which means cutting out some of my fun. oh but dont worry, its not that bad, he says that if i'm completely in love with him i wont want to do those things. so i guess the rules shouldnt be too bad. now thats only a tiny piece of the description, but Man Number 1 sounds GREAT, doesnt he? i thought so too. so far, the only parts that arent too appealing to me is the fact that i will have bad times, and that i have rules to follow, but thats it. nothing i dont deal with now, and its for my own good, says Man Number 1. now lets look at Man Number 2.

you would think i'd have already gone with Man Number 1 because he sounds so amazing... but Man Number 2 is so tempting because he has some interesting qualities about him. Man Number 2 also promises eternal happiness. he says that i can do what i want, when i want, and have no rules to follow and be happy. tell me that doesnt sound a least a little appealing to you. it does, and you know it. he says that i can do every little dirty deed that has ever crossed my mind, and be a very happy little person. the problem is, he doesnt promise happiness during bad times. i guess thats ok though.. as long as i am happy some of the times, right? i mean come on, i'll get to do whatever i want to do. and he wont punish me. there is the little thing that says he wont account for my getting in trouble with anyone else. that kind of sucks.. he wont stand up for me and get me out of trouble.. but who cares? as long as i'm having fun, right? and i wont have to worry about temptation to do things, i can just do it! no more debating in my mind whether i should or not. having a relationship with Man Number 2 is starting to sound pretty good. also, i wont have to worry about the forgiveness thing... i can never do anything to displease him (except choosing Man Number 1) so i wont have to worry about feeling bad and asking for his forgiveness. thats a pretty good deal right there because i do some not so great things more than once a day. wait, right here it says that its going to be a loveless relationship. it says not to worry though because look at all the other great stuff i get. i'm not so sure anymore. i mean, yeah, i get great stuff and no rules, but no love? i really like being loved, or even just feeling like i'm loved.. this doesnt sound as good anymore. as i keep looking back over this.. it really doesnt seem that great. he really doesnt have that much to offer me. sure i wont have to worry about disappointing him, but thats not what a relationship should be based on. i want more than that.

it has taken me a long time to look over these descriptions because they both have their own appeal. i know i'll never be able to totally forget about the other once i have chosen. i've looked and looked, and thought and thought, and its become more and more clear to me. why was i so stupid? when i first looked and thought i had the cat in the bag, i did. i shouldnt have thought twice.

i've made my decision.

i choose Christ.

i battle with this everday, guys. and you do too, i'm sure, even if you havent realized it. and sometimes, even though i dont like to admit it, i dont choose Christ. some days i end up choosing Man Number 2, Satan. everytime i sin against God, i am choosing Man Number 2. i know you cant be perfect and never sin, so you will always choose Satan at some point, but the beauty of it is that Man Number 1, my Jesus, will love you and take you back in an instant. he will never forsake you. even if you do cheat on him with the second option, and are dirty with his sin, my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ will take you back and love you just the same.

you didnt have to read all of this, dont feel bad if you didnt. sorry for taking up your friends page.. ;) i just figured i'd share my thoughts.

Mon, 30 May 2005 17:40:06 GMT

Thank you Lord, you've been so good to me.
I'm grateful for all my blessings.
I'm grateful for my struggles, trials and tribulations I've been through.
I've realized no one can love like you do.
Thank you Lord.
I feel your presence near.
I gave you my trust and you took me out of the rain.
My Lord I survived it;
I give you the praise.

i had a wonderful time with Graham. when i have time i'll have to say what all we did.
he is a wonderful, wonderful guy.

<3<3

Sun, 29 May 2005 02:20:39 GMT

i had the best 9 hours ever today

all to have it end absolutely horrible.

i'm so flippin pissed.

EDIT: its all better now. :D i'll explain later

Mon, 23 May 2005 15:45:05 GMT

So, my first full week of summer starts today.
Thats kind of exciting.

This weekend i am going to Graham Howard's house all day Saturday (since his birthday was May 11th and he invited me and all). Then i think after that, Crissy and i are driving down to Charleston and staying there Sunday and Monday. That will be fun.. Cris and i havent done something like this in a long time.

Plans for Today:
Clean my room.
Clean the living room.
Pull weeds.
Find other productive things to do.

<3

Wed, 18 May 2005 13:53:10 GMT

i'm so sad.
i'm so sad that today we live in a place where, for some people, Christianity is a trend.
Where "Christians" make other people feel like crap.
Where people are denoucing their faith because of dumb people and stuff.
i'm sad that there are people who are so low, and so mean that they make people just feel so... worthless.
i hate that there are people who dont have a best friend.
People that dont experience the feeling of knowing that they always have at least that one person.
i hate it that people out there are hurting.
that people dont know my Lord and Savior, and people that dont want to know Him.

it makes me angry, and it breaks my heart.

BUT i know i can pray to the one who knows how to fix it all.
I was thinking about all this and getting so down, and angry and stuff, but then i realized, "hey, God hates all this stuff too. He wants to get rid of it probably more that i do."
i know that if i pray, i may not see sudden changes, but thats ok. change will come when He wants it to.
i know that if i show Gods love, and i am a good example and influence, then i can maybe help a little too.
i want to be a vessel for God to use to make some things better. He can use me however he wants to. and i'm gonna pray that He does, and i'm gonna pray for all of the above things and everyone.
if i want to see changes, i have to do something, so i'm gonna start there.

i love my Jesus.